Ephesians 3:14-19
(The Message)
My response is to get down on my knees before the
Father, this magnificent Father who parcels out all heaven and earth. I ask him
to strengthen you by his Spirit—not a brute strength but a glorious inner
strength—that Christ will live in you as you open the door and invite him in.
And I ask him that with both feet planted firmly on love, you’ll be able to
take in with all followers of Jesus the extravagant dimensions of Christ’s
love. Reach out and experience the breadth! Test its length! Plumb the depths!
Rise to the heights! Live full lives, full in the fullness of God.
Saturday … We left to go to The Algonquin Provincial
Park, Ontario, Canada at 2:00am Saturday morning. It rained the entire drive
there.
It was within the first two hours of the drive that
Denise and I connected and it became clear to me that one of the reasons I was
to be on the trip was to spend time with Denise, sharing our stories with each
other and encouraging each other.
We arrived at Canoe Lake on Saturday early afternoon. We
got everything we needed and were ready to put the canoes in the water to head
out to the wilderness. As Scott was training us on the canoeing part when the rain
and wind picked up to the point of whitecaps on the water. I was getting
concerned looking at the rough water and the wind and knowing that we were all inexperienced on the water. I wasn’t sure how we were going to get to
where we needed to go. Long story short, no one could get anywhere with the
canoes and we ended up spending the night at a campground to wait out the rough
weather. I wasn’t feeling very hopeful with this kind of start to the week but
knew that I needed to trust God in it all.
Sunday … We packed up camp and got together as a team to
pray and talk about what God was doing. In the prayer time/discussion it became
clear that trusting God was going to be the theme for the week. Are we going to
trust Him in the fact that we needed to wait out the weather? Are we going to
trust Him to get us through the week? Are we going to trust Him to get us
through the tough times? Are we going to trust Him … ?
There were issues with the van so Scott and Kim took the
van into town to a garage for it to be worked on during the week. While they
were gone us ladies did some shopping in the gift shop and worked on our canoeing
skills.
During this time I was able to spend some time with
Denise sharing my story with her and her sharing her story with me. Oh we have
so much in common. It was nice to be with someone who understood my heart and
who I could be honest with and to be able to listen with an open heart.
By the time the Griffey’s got back we were all ready to
go. It was a beautiful day and we were all ready to face the week.
Carlene and I got into our canoe and set out for the day
with everyone else on Canoe Lake. I was in the back trying to figure out how to
steer it straight. It was a little tricky to figure out but I soon got it down.
I quickly learned that the portaging part of the day was
not my favorite. It was a killer! I had no idea what it was like to carry a
canoe on my shoulders. Our first portage was 290 meters and was a wide trail to
Joe Lake. Carlene and I double carried this one. It was a harsh reality to what
the week was going to be like. We paddled through Joe Lake, Teepee Lake and Tom
Thompson Lake. Our next portage was 460m. I decided to single carry this one.
Why not just suck it up and do it? Oh my goodness. I never felt such a burn!
Carrying a backpack and a canoe on my shoulders was the biggest physical
challenge I’ve ever faced. The burn in the shoulders is unlike anything I’ve
ever felt. We did 4 portages right after another before coming to Sunbeam Lake.
Carlene also carried a portage of 180m. We double carried the 240m and 690m. I
started single carrying the 690m but then had Carlene help me finish this one.
We found our camp for the night on Sunbeam Lake. We got
in later than we wanted so our campfire time was short.
I was missing Clint a lot by this point. I was wishing I
could tell him about the day and what it was like for me to paddle for hours and
then carry a canoe on my shoulders. This was something he had done many times
and I wanted to share my experience with him.
Monday … We switched canoe partners today. Denise and I
were paired up for today. We were so excited! It was a great time of sharing
more of our stories and our hearts. It’s amazing how we felt so comfortable
with each other and couldn’t wait to talk more about our lives. It was nice to
be with someone who I could be totally honest with and know it’s ok.
We set out on Sunbeam Lake and quickly got to our first
portage, which was an 810m. I single carried this one. This was a long one and
oh the burn was intense. The second portage was 1440m but was broken up into
two parts. Denise carried more than ½ of this one then we double carried the
rest of it and the last one of 930m. Once the portages were done we paddled and
paddled through White Trout Lake to Big Trout Lake where we found two campsites
to set up at. After paddled for what seemed like forever into a strong wind it
was nice to get to the campsite.
It was a long day of long portages and a lot of paddling
into the wind. The burn in the shoulders and arms was intense. What does one do
when everything within me wants to quit but quitting is not an option? I keep going.
There were times when my body wanted to quit simply out of pain and exhaustion.
That’s when you reach deep within you and bring out that “glorious inner
strength” that only comes from the Spirit of God. Many times while carrying the
canoe and paddling when our bodies didn’t want to go anymore and we didn’t know
if we could do it anymore we quoted “…not a
brute strength but a glorious inner strength…”. It was amazing how this was
empowering to us.
Tuesday ... Solo Day!
More later ...

1 comment:
Looks like a life changing ride experience! Thanks for sharing it!
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